Mending a Broken Heart

Have you ever felt being ignored? I have and its difficult. Nobody can take that so easily especially when before you left, you thought everything would stay as it was and the only change you were hoping to happen would be for "it" to grow deeper and stronger, notwithstanding the distance. Life has always been this way. Sometimes, it sails well and sometimes, it does not. And in moments like this, I have tried as much as possible to be firm and strong. After all, I have gone through some trials in the past, which, have never been experienced by some people of my age then. But it all the more made me realize that nothing can really prepare us much for the future. Sure, we will learn a thing or two in every event that occurs but there will always... always be mistakes in the past that are bound to be committed once again. Each time we bleed, we feel pain and there is no way of escaping that. The only way to get over the pain is to let time heal it once again. Or we can choose to act as if we're unaffected! Nothing is easier. People around you will assume that you're not hurt and they will even envy you for your courage. But after a while, it will burn you out; the pretentions will tire you and it will hurt all the more! Maybe its true when they say that when we get hurt, that is the only time we realize how vulnerable we are, thus leading us to reflect on the things that had happened to us, be it good or bad. In conclusion, I am preparing myself for the battles ahead, praying for the best but preparing for the worst and then in the end, I'll let my God judge me for what I have done.