Awww... Its saturday again:( before, I used to like friday nights en weekends. That's until I got my weekend job. I dont wanna talk about much about what I do with my job not because I am ashamed of it but because I just do not like to talk about things that I do not enjoy doing. The truth is, I am not even sure what will make me happy. I had a good life back home but I chose to leave because I want to learn to stand on my own. Now that I got what I was looking for, I feel lonely... very lonely. I may be confused but I am clear on one thing: that whatever I am going through right now will surely make me a better man. True, the sadness I feel sometimes is too strong, that it sometimes make me think of giving up. Maybe I was too much protected by my family when I was growing up thats why I easily get hurt or I easily give up. But now, tired as I may be, I am convincing myself to continue what I have started. There were incidents in the past where I could have succeeded had I only been brave enough to face the music and never back down. Marcos once said that "life is like a diamond; the more you chop it, the more brilliant it becomes."

When will this chapter of my life end? I dont know. But i am certain that when this chapter of my life concludes, I'll come out far better than I was before and what I am right now. It will surely have its end but that is beyond my control. God is with me and He outs me to this kind of situation to learn to be humble and to value the treasures He gives to us.