just a thought...

have you ever experienced getting intimate with someone who has already committed her undying love for somebody else? well, i have and that's the reason why I am writing about this stuff. I think every guy (or gal) has at some point in his (her) life fantasized about it... after all, stolen moments are those that give people more excitement and thrill. What I am refering to are the times wherein youd just let go of all things logical and follow your heart's desire, throwing even the dictates of one's morals... late night rides, liplocks and seemingly endless responses to worldly desires: its more like making a closure to what were once but youth's sensual cravings. but what happens when reality bites you? what goes next when one time you wake up and the conscience that you successfully turned off for a while suddenly comes back to life? and not only that, what if it suddenly demands for an audit? what could be your answer to it? that uve only been human and just acted like any other man would given the same circumstances? also what if one day you realize that those carefree, no-worry, all- fun days are finally done? where then would you go? who would you blame? to whom would you turn to?

Upon reflection, when everything has cleared, one word stands alone: that it was "wrong". I could try to convince the world and gain everyone's sympathy... I could very well play the "im- only- human" card, I could ramble on and on and on but I know deep inside that what I did was plain and simple wrong. And now that we've both realized how foolish we both have become, she's there back in the arms of her man and I am here alone typing these damn lines.